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the disordered life of a BiPolar creative with underlying delusions of grandeur. REALTIME.
- there are no answers. only choices -
"Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a psychiatric diagnostic category describing a class of mood disorders in which the person experiences clinical depression and/or mania, hypomania, and/or mixed states. The disorder can cause great distress among those afflicted and those living with them. Left untreated, bipolar disorder can be a disabling condition, with a high risk of death through suicide."
"The difference between bipolar disorder and unipolar disorder (also called major depression) is that bipolar disorder involves both elevated and depressive mood states. The duration and intensity of mood states varies widely among people with BiPolar disorder. Fluctuating from one mood state to the next is called "cycling". Mood swings can cause impairment or improved functioning depending on their direction (up or down) and severity (mild to severe). There can be changes in one's energy level, sleep pattern, activity level, social rhythms and cognitive functioning. Some people with Bipolar disorder may have difficulty functioning during these times."
- Wikipedia.org
What is the end? I hope you don't mean your life!!
ReplyDeleteVery unsettling.
ReplyDeleteIf you are throwing in the towel where blogging is concerned, that's one thing, but since you're bipolar, those of us who share the disorder know the extremes to which it can lead.
Please at least let us know (non-cryptically) that you're safe.
Are you still doing the liver detox? What you described concerned me when you shared it. Are you certain it's not having affecting your electrolytes, meds, mood, etc?
ReplyDeleteYou do not sound yourself at all.
Extremes are the forte of the BiPolar person.
ReplyDeleteDeleted this morning's post and provided a short conclusion to everything.
If you look at all that has gone before, you will realise that YOU CONNECTED with EVERYONE.
Take a blog break and never say never again.
Hey Chris, well I am sticking around here. Get back onto your horse, boet.
ReplyDeleteFor what it's worth I have found the past few months very heavy going. Possibly the worst to date.
Next quarter is a make or break period for me, financially.
One of the old Corp. here had a motto " I fear naught but God "
Taking a feather out of their caps, I take my next step forward.
Cheers V.
Whats the problem? First I see fuck you all and then "the end". How bout telling us what we did? I personally would like to know what I did to so badly offend you? IF you dont want to post it perhaps you could email me personally. wiccette@msn.com
ReplyDeleteKeep steady now C. It improves once you reach this point.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you.
Hey dude, you all right? Starting to freak us our here.
ReplyDelete2/5/8, eh?
ReplyDeletethat would be very ironic, neh?
people will say it was z-dawg's youtube that threw you over the top.
oh, z infamy!-)
Man, you can't quit. I just found this place!
ReplyDeleteI thought the same, then I happened upon your site. I hope all is well...
ReplyDeleteplease be okay
ReplyDeletei found your blog within the last month....and i read you every day
aha someone like me ... i relate more to your blog than anywhere else i've found in the bipolar cyberscene.
if you come back i'm gonna celebrate by becoming a blogger myself.
dear peoploids,
ReplyDeleteplease relax. he is my pupil.
he'll always be okay.
can't guarantee whether in the wxrld or wyrld, but most definitely OK.
oh, i moved the vid, it's here now.
Come back Chris!
ReplyDeletecome back!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI think you need to come back now. Even if you only post "i'm ok".
ReplyDeleteAll your friends are worried about you.
don't come back until you're off lamictal! or i will come down there & do you in with my own 2 lita hand:z
ReplyDeleteDude, time to return.
ReplyDeleteIf you were able to take the time to write 'fuck you all', i'm sure you can find 30 seconds to write 'i'm ok'.
This is pretty fucked up. People CARE about you here. IF anybody has his number please call him and post here...........
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