Tuesday, August 15, 2006


When will I face it? I've been rotting in this comfort-zone rut for nearly 5 years now. Nothing left but eat and sleep. How far from here to the gutter??

Denying even the denial.

I've stuffed my face, and I'm going to sleep. wake me up when it's all over...


  1. You should watch that commercial for the newest headache remedy called "Head On" (applied directly to the forehead). For one thing, the commercial gives you a headache, but for you once it's over you'll be happy that you don't have to listen to that woman anymore and you'll feel out of at least one rut.

  2. BPG,
    Your blog on the philosophy about rapid cycling was great! Sorry you had such a bad day the following it.
    Q. for you regarding a past post.
    Are you still smoking, or did you ever start up? I was around an old friend who smoked, and all of a sudden I'm back on the ciggy-butt smoking like a fiend.

  3. Great Blog. I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 disorder a year ago, and I am having a hard time accepting it.

    I hope with the support of blogs like yours - I will be able to heal and at the same time help to heal others.

  4. LOL...Actually I have Bipolar 2 disorder.

  5. at least when i'm depressed i find comfort in food... hope it was a good meal.

  6. omg --

    i think remy
    almost makes sense

    am diggin' on all of the cool tech stuff you've got happening here, bpg -- might steal some of it...


  7. Room in the gutter there?


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