Exhausticated
It's been Go Go Go for over 10 days now and finally the battery is running flat. Don't even know how I got this far - obviously the parental instinct has overridden the BiPolar instinct.
But now I've gotta re-charge. It's not that I'm down. On the contrary, I am feeling a deep kind of contentment since reclaiming my daughter. It's just that energy has completely run out. As it was always going to.
Time to regroup, consolidate, recover. Phew, it's been a hectic week. Most of all for Miss L. But those teenage minds and bodies seem to just bounce right back. Never-ending energy supplies. Remember those days??
Been neglecting this blog and I've got some big plans for the next week or 2. Changes. Revamps. Xtreme makeovers.
So keep on watching because once the batteries are recharged BP Guy is gonna be fully back.
Recharge and come back when you're ready. : ) I really missed you!!
ReplyDeleteYou might have been hypomanic. The thought of your daughter in trouble triggered you (or so my theory goes)and you poured the resulting energy into helping her. Not all our episodes are bad -- in this case, it helped you do what had to be done.
ReplyDeleteMaggs gives good counsel: take some time to recharge.