Monday, March 13, 2006

I am sick today

I was gonna write Overidentification Part 3 today.
But I'm sick.
Not bodily sick.
But a sick being.
A sick soul.

No reasons.
Just sick.
Shoulders drooped. Eyes blank. Limbs sluggish. Heavy heart.
Future hopeless, Past hopeless, Present hopeless
Total annihilation.
Utter.
Except the sickness.
It's a chemical thing...

7 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you're not feeling well. Looking at the big picture though, you seem to be having a lot of pleasant days. I hope & pray you'll be feeling better soon.

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  2. (((BPG))) I will be here wishing that you get out of this part of the cycle quickly

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  3. You start of pure and then,as the wise guys say,you wise up,and the purity turns to ambition.If you`re good and work hard,there is money and the kinda of name and fame that make your life a story you`re too busy, or stoned, to read.

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  4. I hope you feel better mentally very soon. You are in my thoughts.

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  5. I send you my best wishes that you will be feeling better soon.

    I'd like to point out that despite the fact that you feel this way, you still rock.

    Now I really know it happens to the best of us.

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  6. Maybe this was Part III.

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  7. this post summed up what so many of us end up feeling like but can never express quite right... thank you, bpg.. what you intended to be an expression of your pain ended up being inspirational.

    :)

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