Slump

Just when I was feeling cocky about my good moods the last month... Today started OK but by mid afternoon I was horizontal - totally KO'd. Sheeesh.

OK so I know it's chemical, but methinks there is an environmental aspect too - F'ing WORK!! After 3 weeks of following my real interests - getting the brain back into tiny little financial boxes is **!%??!!*&*88***!!!! (and worse).

I swear if I won that Lotto I wouldn't buy one scrap of material or property. Not a fck - I'd buy TIME. Every second that I could lay my hands on. Freedom for the Capitalism machine.

I mean wot you 'sposed to do man - walk into your office, click a switch in your head and turn into an efficent little money-making sprocket?? Switch off the other 99% of your brain? Just so that you can pay enough rent to entitle you to stay on the planet?

WORK
CONSUME
BE SILENT
DIE

Can't do it.